My stats are way down (by like 25%) and I think it’s typepad’s fault. I don’t use typepad but I think people weren’t making their usual blog rounds.

Here are two things I want to write about one of these days:
1. Why I am pro-public school even though it’s not an option I hope to use and why I sometimes feel guilty for not using it;
2. How I think child-free is a legitimate, celebratory choice for anyone including those who have gone through infertility.

The holidays are kicking my ass. On Wednesday I went into a panic because I forgot I had to babysit and then when I was well and truly hysterical because I had to go get Noah and the child we were supposed to watch was coming any minute my visiting friend told me it was Wednesday not Thursday, which is actually the day I had to babysit.

Then tonight I was thrifting and as I placed a baby-blue J. Crew wool sweater into my cart next to the Mulberribush bright yellow cords I got for Madison, I was thinking, “What should I wear for my friend L’s party?” And then I realized her party was going on RIGHT THEN. I finished my shopping quickly and, guilt-leaden, got myself home. Then my friend (the hostess) called and I began apologizing and she said, “Oh my party’s tomorrow.”

I am losing my goddamn mind.

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