Sorry days
Apr 26, 2002 Ancient Archives, Infertility
Well, the powers that be must’ve read my blog on Tuesday and figured I really meant what I said about being happy for people because I received four pregnancy announcements in the past two days.
I’m feeling really small and sad right now. I was up until 1am last night crying on the couch with poor Brett sitting beside me and listening to me sob. This is so hard. I have to shore up so that when it comes to seeing the lucky four, I can be full of smiles and good cheer. And I am so happy for them, especially my friend who’s been trying for about two years. It’s just that I’m having a hard time not being overwhelmed with sadness for me.
If I hadn’t had the miscarriage in October, my duedate would have been in early June.
Why me? Why not me? Why anybody?
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