Arghh frustrated
This whole childcare thing? Not sure where it all is. I still haven’t heard from my sister — not definitively. I still can’t tell if it’s the old “avoid it passively” teenage technique or if it’s truly the “my god I’m so busy I can’t get a chance to breathe” teenage reality. Meanwhile I am banging my head against tables, doors, and any other flat surface.
I live on June 2nd to meet Madison’s extended birth family and I wanted to clear some things off my schedule before then. But it doesn’t look like I’m going to get the chance to do it. See, here’s where I start banging my head. (slam slam slam)
What kills me is that if I’d hired someone through OSU or Columbus State, I would have had childcare now for some weeks. But I thought this would be easier.
I’m giving her until Wednesday and then I’m putting an ad somewhere. That’s a two day extension because she emailed this weekend saying that she still really Really REALLY wanted to do it. Only she didn’t have my number. (And it’s true it’s not listed but you know, our shared father has my number.)
Oh my gosh, June 2nd is next week.
Dealing with family brings its own set of problems doesn’t it? I hope it works out soon.